Guilt
"Where has he gone?"
"Why hasen't he touched me?"
"Has he forgotten about me?"
"For many a weeks (months?) now, he hasen' t caressed me, spoken to me, even looked at me, I feel so low, was it something I said? Something to turn him off? I feel so lonely. I want him near me. I want him to look at me with those adorable cute eyes, and tell me he loves me. I want him to sing to me. He used to kiss me tenderly. I love it when he sings. Why the forgetfulness? Is he hurting inside? I can't tell, he doesn't want to communicate. He blocks me out. I can't tell you the anguish I feel when he doesn't even think about me. How long is this going to last? Should I speak to his boss? Maybe he will knock some sense into his thick skull. It will hurt him, I know, but maybe it is worth it." Why is he ignoring my advice? Doesn't he know our history together? How we used to be together is matrimonial bliss? He used to tell me such kind words, how he loved me, he would never leave me, he would care for me always. But now I don't know. He seems to have forgot all that."
Why, oh why, has he not opened my lonely pages?
posted by EN at 5:22 AM
8 Comments:
awesome writing...
it almost sounds like one of the prakim of shir hashirim.
I really like this. Very pointed and poignent
Are you coming out of the closet? Who was he?
lol.
to me it sounds like a girl writing this to him and he feels guilty.
Ummmm, *Face beet red* it is my gemarah talking to me.
that is why i said it sounds like shir hashirim...bnai yisrael forsaking hashem after all He has done for us.
that's cute, your gemorah missing you. and sad also. but you can still get back into it.
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