Friday, July 15, 2005

Broken Heart With Just

My heart is broken. I wish I had glue to repair the damage. But ultimatley I know it is what Hashem wants. I wish it didn't hurt so much but beyond the pain I see the healing and the love.
Thank you for loving. If it was meant to be, it would have been. I will not go against what was ordained. It is not within my rights. May G-d wipe the tears off our cheeks and bring us salvation each their proper one at their proper time to build the glory of Hashem. Once again you are right.


Blogger Daphna said...

What happened? It sounds like a dating situation where you both like each other, not one of unrequitted love,

2:45 AM  
Anonymous Chana said...

Proud of my Broken Heart

Proud of my broken heart, since thou didst break it.
Proud of the pain, I did not feel ‘till thee.
Proud of my night, since thou, with moons, dos't shake it.
Not to partake thy passion, my humility.

-Emily Dickinson


Your heart is broken and there is no glue, but those shattered pieces are infinitely precious, even now.

9:32 AM  
Blogger EN said...

Thank you Chana, that is such a sweet poem. Yes I will carry her messages forever in my heart. They are not something I can ever forget.

10:07 AM  
Blogger tastic said...

If it makes you feel better, i enjoy reading your blog.

10:11 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

You made me cry agian-and Im at work..

Im glad you don't hate me-the agony and pain I went thru to hit send was bad enough...

I need a hug and assurance that I did the right thing and the other one who can give it me is not here...

"Once again you are right"
I wish I wasn't...

"May G-d wipe the tears off our cheeks and bring us salvation each their proper one at their proper time to build the glory of Hashem."


"Thank you for loving"



10:38 AM  
Blogger Me, Uncensored said...

Oh sweetie :(

But you're right, ya know. He does know what's best for you and wants the very best more than even YOU do.

11:31 AM  
Blogger AMUS1 said...

The Kostke rebbe says there is nothing more complete than a broken heart - ein shalem milev shavur. A broken heart is so painful. Sometimes i wonder if it's more excruciating than some physical pain i've felt in my life. it's quite a toss-up. When you are able to piece your heart back together on your own, with glue from your soul, you come out such a strong person in character and emunah.

4:58 PM  
Blogger EN said...

Tastic, me, amua1-thank you for your kind words.

11:16 PM  
Blogger brianna said...

:( Gosh, I hope you heal well.

2:06 AM  
Blogger EN said...

brianna-thank you

11:47 AM  

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