I am unhappy :-(
Why do articles like these:Money,Sex and Happiness ;What makes us happy?;Best Age to Marry make me drool? Why do they ocuppy my conscious? I see a heading and I desire to assimilate the knowledge. Is it useful knowledege? Am I just wasting my time? I don't know. I am torn between knowing the truth and wanting to discover what I don't know.
posted by EN at 6:30 PM
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It is disgusting. I feel myself losing self control. I have no self control. I feel my lack of self contol will have an adverse effect on my performance in a relationship. (physical and emotional).
EN, I so understand you and it's supposed to be like so much harder for the guys. Sometimes I also feel I am too horny and too giddy and will lose control. But I just daven to Hashem and I know He wouldn't give me too much and I try to do chessed and mitzvos and get distracted. it doesn't always work, but I try and it helps.
Shalom
You are a normal human being, decent in your own way, making your way through life, which is by necessity a rather complicated and difficult process.
It'd be more distressing, perhaps, if you weren't affected by the idea of sex...
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